If Loving You is a Crime, then I am Guilty!
BY: EDGARDO
W. VILLANUEVA JR. “CJ”
He loves me? Or He loves me not?
His existence is not visible, yet He is the most romantic man
that I have ever had. His charm seems to be the sweetest delight in the whole
world. His scent is more fragrant than the most expensive and elegant products
that has touched my skin. His hugs and kisses are signs of his incomparable love.
He wears his smile in a way no one can imitate. But, He was not the one I wanted. I never even
laid my eyes on Him before, because I only wanted self-centered experiences-
selfish desires, hatred, worldly pleasures, bitterness, quarrels, obsessions,
self-absorbed success- these were the things that I desired the most!
Most of all, I never thought of Him because I was satisfied
of being loved and pleased by the people around me. I enjoyed so much with my
friends: the conversations, sharing laughter and even the quarrels. Focusing on
my own abilities and strengths made me flaunt what I am. I thought no one can change
me.
I never acknowledged Him, even when He courts me as often as
the earth revolves around the sun.
I thought that he has surrendered His love as the days went
by. Suddenly, His words were like stains that fade away. I was disenchanted by
His charm- yet, I missed his presence. I
disguised it with a lying facade; it was like I was wearing a mask.
But then, he embraced me. He showed me the truth when I felt
unimportant. Now, He looks for me whenever I’m not around. He asks me for my
commitment, but only on the 7th day of every week. Now our
relationship is so much more exciting.
Finding true love is indeed difficult. When temptation gives
invitation- yes, the intensity and excitement is oozing! But when this man
expressed His faithfulness, which has always been true, there are no more lies
and wrong doings to be had. I loved him, from the moment he made me upscale. He
showed me my worth. I am not useless because His love for me is absolute. I
want him as he wants me. He makes me feel wanted as he wraps me with his longing
arms and embraces me. Our relationship makes the best love story that was ever
told.
He is my best supporter, my provider and my Personal Savior-
He is JESUS CHRIST, my number one lover. And if loving him is truly a crime,
then I am guilty.
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