ABOUT YOU - feelings of girl falling in love.

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It started out as a little confusion
And that confusion suddenly turned into a feeling
A feeling that continually grows
And eventually turned into hope,






Like a plant that grows amidst the storm
My feelings are steadfast as they form
You’re simple presence gives me some courage
A courage that has deepen in my knowledge,




A touch of your hand, brings me in cloud nine
A sound of your voice makes everything goes fine
Even a simple stare that comes from you
Seems like a stare in a sticky eye like super glue,






Whenever around, you attract me like a magnet
There’s something in you that I could hardly forget
You’re like a cigarette that I could hardly resist
Everything in you is easily missed.






The sweet scent around you lingers
Everything that compose your being captures me evenly
You are not a drug but addictive
The way that you are is simply attractive.






When we’re near, my heart is pounding like a drum as it beats
It gradually gets louder when our eyes meet
My feelings for you has now strongly grown,
As it turn out of bound of its moderation.






You are the one that I beseech to stay
Each single moment of this lonesome night I pray
I want to be with you through the joy and the dark days
All my life I want to stay in your sweet embrace.






They say, nothing is ever created perfectly
But when our hands are linked together, it swings between us happily,
A perfect feeling that I want to last for eternity
‘Coz all about you is what I love sincerely.

ATTITUDE MAKES A DIFFERENCE

At their work place in a piggery somewhere, longtime friends Peter and John each work hard on separate tasks. Boar priming is assigned to John while Peter takes care of the sows and piglets. After evaluating their work, Simon, their supervisor points out key errors in each task.

And these are their individual reactions to the errors that were raised.

Peter:  “I put much effort and even works overtime for my sows and piglets and still I didn’t get it right! I did everything the vet told me! It’s never good enough no matter how hard I work. I’ll never succeed at this job. Why do I even try?”

John:  “Sir Simon highlighted aspects of my work that he liked, but I made a few fundamental mistakes. For one, I injected heavy dosage of testosterone on my boars, making them too sexually aggressive hurting the sows during mating. I have learned some valuable lessons that will help me do better next time.”

What do you think?

l  If you were the owner of the piggery, which of those two men would you be more likely to hire or keep on your payroll?

l  After six months at work, which one will be a more capable employee, Peter or John?

l  When you face disappointment, which of those two men do you react like?

In your workplace, you probably know people who fit the attitude towards work or responsibility of Peter and John.  You might even feel that you are John but sometimes like Peter too. If so, undoubtedly you can see that your attitude can make a difference in your life. If you react often like Peter, there are ways in which you can adopt a more positive view of life’s struggles.

UNTITLED

The way she calls my name is a heaven to my ear
It seems to cast all my sadness and fears away
A look in her eyes is a lovely hue,
As she stares in a sticky eye like a super glue.


There’s something in her that pulls me closer
And resisting her charm is a little bit harder
Like a magnet, she gets so attractive
The smell of her scent is simply addictive.


My heart leaps with joy and shouts with gladness
Like every detail of her wakes up my senses
To be with her is a beautiful feeling
A feeling that I want to put no ending.

I want this untitled story be for real
My mind is preoccupied, my heart feeling surreal
What we have right now may not be for good
But I like the way it feels, though I never should.

I WANT TO BE LIKE THE MOON

The Situation


Luna saying hi.

I wasn't able to post anything these past few days; it’s actually kind of hard to find the right words to write anything.

I have gone through maybe the worst episode in my entire life; I have gone through so much pain and sadness that it threatened my whole disposition. It feels like at that very moment I have accumulated all the hate and anger of the whole world inside of my heart, I found it even hard to breathe normally, I felt nauseated and dizzy. I wanted to shout, scream my lungs out to release all the hatred and I even thought of ending my life.

Me

Read through my previous posts, you will see the general picture of my personality, I am a positive person. Whenever faced with problems and challenges, I always smile and face it wholeheartedly, I can always see a brighter side in almost anything even the meanest, the maddest and cruelest of adversities. But this one proves to be so much more that all of the things I went through combined.

The Intervention

Right now, I am sitting in front of my PC inside my darkened room. Holding a glass of rum in my left arm and typing with the other. I finally found the courage to write, why? I saw the moon and it taught me something.

I made a decision to forgive and it is this big, bright and full moon that explained it all to me. Its lunar pulse seems to peek on my open window and telling that I did right and it’s all worth it, its speaking to me telling its tale and own struggles.

The Similarity

Do you see the moon in the morning? For some, maybe yes but for many the most probable answer is no. Why? Because it brightness is being blocked by the glares of the mighty sun, it is hidden, almost locked and standing in the shadow of a bigger adversary. The sun does this everyday and every cycle, keeping the moon behind until well after dawn, but what does the moon do? It patiently waits for its turn and every time seems to be forgiving the sun.

What is sadder? The sun is not the only competition, for during the night when the sun is clear off the sky, there are this large and voluminous clouds still trying to block the shining glory of Luna. The moon persists, it she waits again and lets the clouds pass peacefully by so she may be able to provide its beautiful rays to the darkened vastness of the world again.

The Realization and Lesson
 

So, as I am looking right now, I heard myself saying, yes! I want to be like you, I want to be like the moon. I want to be patient like her; I wanted to be strong enough and wise enough to when it is not and when it is finally the right time. I want to be persistent like her, that no matter my troubles and problems and disappointments I can continue to survive and fight until such time I am given another opportunity to redeem myself again. And finally, I wanted to be as forgiving as she does, that I will cry and hate because of the pain and hardships but at the end of the day I will have enough courage to see things in brighter lights, learned to acknowledge the reality of my struggles and understand their importance to my growth as a person, which to the best of my interest will enable me to forgive all the things that I hated, persons that put me in so much pain and still not set aside the lessons they brought to my life.

I believe, if you and they would only know, you and they will be laughing at me right now and maybe for the rest of my life. But I don't care; I've thought things over and decided to forgive. Why I did that? Because I am capable, because my love is bigger than all the hate and pain, because I don't want to be taken away with my emotions and judgment and do something I will regret in all the days that god will allow me to have from this moment onward.

I can say, my love is just too big and ours is just something worth everything to keep. It is a beautiful life and a beautiful world, if you are in the dark, look the other way and you might be able to see some light.

And it will be a brighter world and brighter life.


Luna waving me goodnight.

I URGE YOU TO DO BETTER

I'm the kind of person that always aims to do my job well, I hate mediocrity in work and I almost always tend to everything I can and utilize all my devices to perform well.

With that being said, it is never easy for me to hear or read something not very favorable about my work, more so when it is coming from the primary consumer of my outputs which is my boss.

I don't know what's been happening to me this lately, but I admit I somehow relaxed in my duties and in turn a very messy very lousy products. I wasn't able to get any sleep that very night we she said those very exact words to me (through email), I was offended and I wanted to write her back a lengthy email to present excuses why it turned out that way but I thought wisely and realized even before I did just that that it will only be counterproductive and useless.

I did badly, no need to explain and all I need to do is make up for my shortcomings. Before going home that night I made sure that everything and everyone of her instructions were properly executed, all her concerns addressed and everything is ready for the event where the things I prepared are needed. In the end I was able to do it properly but I still feel bad.

I was thinking that if I’d only did it right the first time, she wouldn't have said that at all. Her words are justified, I know given the delicate nature of the task and what it is intended for, so that not what I feel bad for. I feel bad because I felt like I betrayed her trust and confidence in me, I feel bad and ashamed of myself because I wasn't able to do my job and I the fact that I will have to redo it for the third time.

At this very moment, I am looking at the printed copy of her email (I printed it for remembrance and reminder to myself). I saw this phrase that she said which I totally overlooked when I read it the first time, in verbatim it says “I urge you to do better”. I don't why and how but I honestly did not see that when I first received the email, and reading it now it makes me feel somewhat a little bit relieved because of the thought the she doesn't really want just to blame for my fault, but what she truly wants is to encourage me to do better and improve myself.

It is already my work etiquette to be the best that all that there is, but I guess I will have to develop more and commit mistakes less. The quest for perfection is not that easy but it is achievable so I am urging myself to do BETTER and best it every day of my life.

I will sleep comfortably tonight knowing that tomorrow when I wake up and I will be able to start right because I already know what it is that I need to do.

I also urge every one of you to do the same, not for the sake of a higher salary or a promotion, not because of status and fame in your own little pond but for yourself satisfaction and pride in what you do.

It always just a matter of perspective, we can get hurt about the criticisms, but see to it does not go to waste. Use it as a tool for you to thrive more and be a better person that you already are.